school's finally out for this semester *rubs eyes*
only two weeks of break this winter but i think i really need it. the past fortnight has been really emotionally, physically and psychologically draining >.<
i've never really given thought that so many things can happen in so little time...

honestly, right now... i don't know where i'm headed. i wish i knew where exactly i want to be but i'm not too sure about anything anymore.
i believe that life is too uncertain to make plans; the road ahead of us has its twists and turns and we will never know where exactly it will lead but we walk the path anyway.
it's strange but maybe this is the splendour of life... not knowing.
if you knew you were definitely going to fail an exam, would you still bother? well, perhaps that's not the best analogy but yeh... if you knew that something you'd do in good spirits would have bad repercussions, would you still do it? perhaps some would say it's the thrill of it all...
either way, it's the idea of not knowing what lies ahead that may be so interesting to us... maybe this is what we keep living for... being as curious as we are.
when i think about it, it's sad that people take away their own lives because they feel that they know what their future holds - whether it be debt, persecution, failure, and whatever it may be, the people that take their own lives are the people that think they know where the road before them is taking them. i think that it's just silly because life may not always be what you work it out to be.
perhaps to use the common cliche: expect the unexpected.